Hey reader! I am back with another work for your catharsis. Read on.
I called it noise, back then—
a cacophony of complaints,
shards of words tossed like glass,
crashing over kitchen counters.
Their voices tangled,
looping like broken records,
shouting, screaming,
fighting over things
I thought didn’t matter.
I locked my door,
sealed my ears,
escaped into the hum
of my own ambition—
learning, creating,
anything to drown
their endless storm.
But storms, I’ve learned,
are more than destruction.
They clear, they cleanse.
Their words weren’t
just wasted air;
they were fragments of pain
released
over and over,
until the sharp edges dulled.
And then life showed me—
harsh group dynamics,
friendships frayed like loose threads,
my own voice rising
to match the chaos
I once despised.
I spoke in circles.
I screamed.
I repeated myself
until the ache
lessened.
Now I see them differently:
their voices weren’t noise;
they were music—
raw, jagged symphonies
of survival.
Who am I to judge
the rhythm of release?
We all vent in our ways,
reduce our traumas
to bearable whispers.
Their chaos was never waste.
It was their way.
And now, it’s mine.
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I understand that the chaotic noise of others changes us and then we see a perspective that the noise was actually a rhythm of release. But it affects us. Enduring and being productive even in that situation is commendable.
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